Tensen & lonely

aku tensen lagi ari ni. ari ni bangun lambat. janji na kua ngn foo, na g faculty jupe head program na submit award form, skali bangun pada waktu janji na kua. trus sms die. seb baik foo baik. dtg blk n offer na tolong antakan form aku tu. aku rasa tensen sgt2. byk tol masalah dlm kpale otak aku. data lom dpt. progress thesis tah ape2 je. byk bc. tp otak aku ta leh berfungsi dgn baik utk mengeluarkan idea2 yg bernas. tinggal bbrp minggu lg. ngn masalah dalaman lg. jiwa ta seimbang skang ni. adakah kerana gejala PMS menjadi faktor ketidakseimbangan perasaan aku? feels lonely nowadays. do i need a new boyfren? but i dont want marriage. i dont want commitment. commitment makes me suck. ill feel terrible. being not me at all once im in a r/ship. n being in r/ship doesnt make me feel better. but stil feel lonely. so sad. life is pathetic. or is it bcoz i tensen cos my thesis have no progress? owh i miss home. mummy, daddy, i wanna go home. ;"(

~moon~